Fallin For You

At first i still wondering "whether can i to be like them? willing to contribute and sacrifice?"
I saw many of them success, good future, very happy...perhaps there are times that are very bitter but we wont know by just looking at it. But i believe it is worth...
Since i start, it feel good, but still yet to used to it...

but i ald falling for you...

you give me happy, supporting me, brigthening my future...

i enjoyed my work, i always stay until 7 or later than that (supposingly 5.30pm can ciao liao)..haha..i wan to learn as many as possible..i wan earn money earn experiences earn knowledges earn promotion earn earn earn!!! GOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooal~~!

Dun Just Say Gong Xi Fa Cai to Me, Give Me Ang Pow Fast!! XD

During CNY, often say GONG XI FA CAI to ppl when meet and others do say same thing to me...but celebration of CNY not yet ended and i feel FA CAI is not really happening to me instead i feel poor than before or maybe no gain no loss...

Last year and this year i feel that what i spent is over what i get (my ang pow money)...Hangout wit friends, eat 'dai cha fan' spent alot haha...usually spent alot in foods. These week, i spent rm40 dinner at TGI Friday when i hangout with Duncan to 1U because house nth to eat, dabao dinner at Kepong FoodCourt used RM15, RM11 lunch at Wong Kok Pavilion and RM 19 lunch at Ding Tai Hiong Pavilion (next to Wong Kok) with my colleagues...Foods alone costs me around rm85 (how many ang pow i shd receive to get this armount?)..

Well, i have a thought, which i feel i did not want to join this CNY dinner with my gang (my best frens)..rm100 (last year) for a meal is not really worth summore every set dinner are similar (1st is lou sang, 2nd vege, 3rd shark fin soup, 4th fish, 5th meat or pork/duck skin bla bla bla...). I knew it only once a year but very headache when i calculating my budget, my expenses, my saving..I feel not enuf to spend and save because i planning to get a new car. Without car is very inconvenient. Summore January and February my income is negative -.- need to use ang pow money to cover back.

February Friday

Feel funny that every week of friday in this February i din't work...

Resigned from Recron work until 3rd Feb, so 5th Feb (friday) i dint work..

2 days before Chinese New Year (12nd Feb) i took unpaid leave to go out...

19th Feb i applied unpaid leave because i thought that my friends they all will visit houses and gambling..but they changed to 18th, anyways, i will go for holidays since i applied the leave..

Final week of Feb. 26th (friday), its public holiday...hahaha...i wonder how much i will earn this month...

Happy Chinese New Year

Week before chinese new year, i joined Orix. There will be tons of things for me to learn as compare to my previous job. The only things that this job i kinda dislike is always have to stay back til very late..i must learn as much as possible and done all the jobs as fast as possible so i can go home early.

ok, back to new year topic. GONG XI FA CAI and happy chinese new year to everyone, ladies and gentlemen, babies and elephants. Tell the truth, i din have new year mood..maybe i have not much holidays and not much activities during cny. Summore i did not follow my parent back to teluk intan.

At first planned some activities at first day of CNY but things does not goes as what i planned and thot. 2nd day i had my cny dinner with my family at Kepong Tai Tong. 3rd day of evening i went out with Duncan to 1U for dinner and movie at kepong at 11pm. Then today (4th day of CNY i back to work le)..So overall, 3 days of CNY i spend most of my time at home to watch TV..

Whatever, i will enjoy my CNY as much as possible...guys and gals...take care n wish u all hv a wonderful and healthy year.

Last Day in Recron

Today is my last day in Recron. Got little hard feeling about it because got good colleagues and its enjoying everyday shake leggy, play games, use company internet to suft web n download things XD . However, i knew this aint suit me, i need to work hard to continue pursue my career, work hard to gain experiences, go out meet more people to make myself get used to it and improve my interpersonal skill especially when 1 on 1 chatting and regarding business conversation. My new job is credit marketing officer and will be busy very very soon, because i will start work in next monday. Even thou today is last day, but yesterday my colleagues ald held a farewell party for me, treat me to Pavilion enjoy our lunch. Thx u all.

After start work, and my current situation, i realised that the money i earn is not enough than what i want and need. Trying to search some freelance job, or side income, but yet to found sumthing that i can do. Life is hard, but will work harder to make it easy life in future and enjoy as much as possible =) i will not on9 that frequent 2moro onwards because that job will be busy and i going to terminate my home tat internet broadband since its so unstable and ultra snails speed...so guys and gals, take care, and thanks to visit my blog, i will update it once i hv internet and free time.

想太多

不多动脑好像会闹迟钝

多多动脑好但胡思乱想

糟糕的是影响心情情绪

更糟糕是乱乱讲讲错话

史他人伤心影响他情绪

但自己更痛心伤心自责

回想

突然想起09年的事觉时间过得真快

想起很多一点一滴的事快乐伤心事

的确这一年里发生了也体验了多事

拍了很多很多照片作为美好的回忆

怀念一些做过想过聊过的事与话题

可能是普通但对我而言是很特别的

而特别的事与话题更深深在脑海里

伤心事也真的非一般痛之入骨入心

也在这一年里更了解自己与身边人

自本身是粗心人也入世未深真无知

但会好好继续努力成长泥补我弱点

再找工

寒窗苦读十几多年盼望寻找好工作建立美好前途

不愿浪费宝贵光阴也想了解学习更多便进此公司

但此工优哉游哉吃喝玩乐等放工非吾所想要的工

只好再次寻找新工作努力工作努力学习努力赚钱

身前一颗‘志’这新的一年天空与雷电都想突破自己

吾不求爆发性突破只想两年期间打好基础吸经验